Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Hey There.

Wow. So, no one reads this anymore.

I guess I just want to talk to myself about my life then. I have an interview tomorrow at a convenience store. I will be leaving the job I've had for 2+ years to go there; however, I won't be leaving for a few months because they have to train someone in my position.  So, I will be working three jobs for a few months.  It's pretty stressful at times but I want to go somewhere so this is what I have to do at the moment.

I'm applying for school in the fall. I'm going to go for child care.  The first step is a certification course that is 3 months long I think.  I'm excited to get a real job and move on with life.  Tired of working two or more jobs to keep up.  Especially now that I have a car to worry about.

Hmmm.  My life is kinda dull.  I work a LOT and am hardly ever home unless I'm sleeping, but a lot of times I sleep over my friend's house and also spend a lot of time over there other than that.  I'm trying to make more time for myself and get back into art and maybe sell some of my work.  I made an Etsy account and hope to do well with that.  I'm really looking into making something of myself someway, somehow.

Since I last posted I got my very first own personal laptop! Which I am posting from now.  It's so great to have my own.

I'm not in a very contemplative mood at the moment.  I think if I were high I would be.  And I'd also make some really awesome art pieces.  But I have an interview tomorrow and will be drug tested soon so I'm hoping I pass and then I can smoke again..  I never really was into that stuff before, but a few weeks ago I was suffering from severe sciatic pain and a friend smoked me out.  Since relying on it for a few days straight, I came to want it more and more.  Now I look forward to when I get this job and after the test when I can go back to doing that.  I feel so much more free and worry-free, carefree, nothing bothers me and life is so good.  It just really opens you up.  I'm not trying to advertise, it's not for everyone, but it's really helpful to me.  Anyway.

I guess that's all. I don't know why I bother to come back and post for no one to read. But I don't care.